Looking at the week ahead ...

I'm not finding it quite as hard to do without the gay.com ball and chain attached to my leg as I did in my first attempt at leaving gay.com forever. One of the reasons seems to be that the withdrawl symptoms do not seem quite as harsh as they were the first time. The other reason is because now that I've gotten myself off the mind-altering drugs that my doctor thought I needed my mind seems clear and focused. This week I plan on using this strength of mind to more clearly identify the differences in Joshua's character. Even though Joshua is young and innocent, these traits need to have clear and distinct characteristics. Hopefully I will have Joshua and Russel done by weeks close. I look forward to the three-day weekend after this week is done.